I wrote this particular 'heart pouring' nearly 6 years ago. It was written: April 20, 2008. I hope that as you read these words, you can hear my heart and the hurt that has been hidden from the 'public' for so long. It may be TMI, but read on if you're not afraid.
What would you do if you felt no love? What would you do if you felt like you couldn't talk intimately with the one who is to be the love of your life? What would you do if you felt like your love's most desired interest was not in you, but in something else? What would you do if every night you crawled into bed wondering, "Could this be the night?" What would you do if you went to bed every night longing to be held, but never were? What would you do if every time these issues were addressed, your love got mad, ignored you, or got frustrated with you? What would you do if you felt like this was a real issue that happens more often than not? What would you do if you were someone who lived far away from family and the only loving, family type affection is expected from your love, but they don't give it to you? What would you do if you felt like your heart was breaking? What would you do if you felt like there is no one to listen to you?
